This is my life,

Tuesday, July 29

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losers are just losers.
cant get over what happened? we won. after all tat bragging of yours. too bad.
stop insulting us.
(: i dun realli care. cos smss love every school! ha

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|10:24 PM|

Friday, July 25

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ok. lets see. today speech day! WHOOT. school ended at 1030. went out with nat. everest sherri sally sien eunice chloe. yup etc.etc. wun wanna say. but WE HAD FUN. did we! (: hahaaaa.

ok. today si FUN. seriously.

roar! i think ROAR is a nice word.
me wearing a vest? hard to imagine. hahaha. (:

SA CAMPFIRE. we must win! but serious, campfires are fun. i cant describe to u wat we realli do but its fun.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:44 PM|

Thursday, July 24

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yohoho. ok. i feel like deleting my blog. n maybe i will. i dk why. dun feel like "expressing" myself here anymore. finding alternative. i wish i had an identical twin tat shares the same thoughts as me. so, i can la, YOU NOE WAT IM THING JOLENE2. then she replys: I THINK I NOE JOLENE1. just like bananas in pjs! hahaa. ok. so lame.

TOMOROW. YES! speech day. school ends at 1030?! which means. 10 for 3.2/ cos, RECESS. wakakakaa. i wonder if i will b in the mood for a great movie, or a mood to b slacking n sleeping. or to go out n exercise! hahaa.

watever jolene. u r lame.

saturday is coming. sa campfire. woot. i love campfires, its like STRESSFREE. unless u are the one acting la. but ya! i wish school was like campfires. everyone is cheerful everyone is singing. everyone is dancing. everyone is just being themselves. no backstabbing, no anger, frustration. yupyup!

ok. THE END. studied with nicole. pam n cassandra on wednesday! oh. n thnk u chloe for teaching me math!

roar. tats my word?!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:21 PM|

Saturday, July 19

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today. tired. haha. but i woke up kinda late. but this is the lastest time i woke up since guides camp! which was a few days before youth day. yupyup. met gill n casse at esplanade library to study,chinese DONE! ss, studied! but must review la. ha. it was great. then headed to vivo to meet family for dinner! yupyup. nothing much

tomorow, guitar class, church. ushering.. i dun realli like ushering? ha. but its for God! i must enjoy it, ya? (:(:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:12 PM|

Friday, July 18

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yohoho. yes.. today is racial harmony day! yup. congrats fearon(: must live in harmony. congradulate them.

yup. gre4at job gagebrown. although i didnt really think we deserve it. i feel kinda bad? yupyup. ok. thnks. if im free ill bake stuff for u guys. IF im free.

well, i dun think that the public apology was stupid.im not saying tat the ppl are stupid. i mean, WHY MUST HAVE IT?! they didnt even do anythign wrong. so wat if they wanted to show unity?! plus tat stupid ass mrs________, came n say something like wat competiton. our school is NOT competitive. etc. is tat true? aiya, i think the apopgy was unessacary. like which student would even think they did wrong?!?! aiya, the teachers just wanna hear it. but who cares.. hmm. ya.

anyway. this week has been hectic. but i guess, others have a much hectic life. im just so glad its the weekends again! to rest, catch up with work?! ha. n ya. just relax i guess. CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY. but i dun wanna monday to come. i dun realli like monday tuesday n wed cos got PURE history.

Guides was ok today. testwork. hah. yupyup. THE END.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:39 PM|

Tuesday, July 15

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SO SICK OF LOVE SONG. i think its a real nice song.. hah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin' go
Turning off the radio

(Chorus x3)
'Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:09 PM|

Monday, July 14

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so here i am everyone!
like anyone reads.. but PHEW. what a fantastic weekend i had! (:
on saturday, i went to take out my braces! (everyone clap hands!) ha. its feels wierd without braces now.. hmm. anyway, so came home, blah blah blah. then ACS(B) cvampfire! it was fantastic. i guess. the cheering n all. just tat gill, casse, me bu fuqi tat chij got the most enthu prize. its our second last campfire. WE MUST GET A PRIZE for last campfire! MUST MUST MUST. SA campfire. if we dun get any prize, will b super sad. i guess. campfires are fun!
it was like a "cousin" gathering. cool eh? i think the candles think tat they did was so ncenceincie. then, yup. DUN GET ME N CASSE CONFUSED! no way. uh huh. although we are good friends, but same specs doesnt mean we are same person! haha. so funny. ppl tot i went up to collect sovenir, but it was casse! yupyup. roar. k. so the night ended. i wish i could go back. if only life was campfire, no stress, jsut enjoy. no projects, no exams. hah. cannot la. but campfire is a stress reliever.

ok. as for sunday, is was AWESOME? janice went for second service:( sara brought MENTOS again. haha. k. shall not elaborate on sundays, but to let everyone know, SUNDAYS ARE AWESOME. at night, went out for a mini reunion dinner with dad's side. hah. quite fun quite fun. (: then got home, did history hw. yup. weekends are so short
:( sadsadsad.

MONDAY BLUES! tuesday purple wed red. aiya. watever. hah. i dun wanna friday to come. but i wanna the weekends to come.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:02 PM|

Saturday, July 12

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I will remember you. by ryan Cabrera. ICF dedication song to seniors. Love u seniors! God bless!

Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple
By telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture
In my mind
And when I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye
Cause you'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when
I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you
How much that meant
Yeah thank you, thank you

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way

So, I.. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, when we're not together you
I will remember
When we're not together
I will remember you

I will remember you

Its a v. nice song. n kinda easy to play on guitar. hahaa.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|1:19 PM|

Friday, July 11

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yohoho. . oday ICF. tiring. but quite ok. although some parts kinda OH NO WAT TO DO. tat type. but, quite ok. nto tat bad. thnks seniors for all the prezzies. nicenice. lots n lots of them. im going to grow fat eating those sweets. yupyup.

k. as for youth retreat. the second was so fun. we played dudge(is tat how u spell?) ball but we used socks!quite funfun yay.. k. then had water bomb but in a different version. so funnei!! (: realli enjoyed myself.

it was realli an eye opener to just walk around in a group in lil india to see how many stuff that God has not want use to do. with all the red lantern. i felt quite sad to see God's world slowing being destroyed. well, i didnt really knew that lil india is like tat. n to think i pity them as workers?! they violate women n i still pity them last time? i guess its time ppl reach out to them. but who will be willing to?

ANWAYY, icf~ quite alright. when im not lazy i will send to u ppl the fotos. I LOVE YOU SENIORS! (:(: i owe all of u cookies. yupyup.
reading the letters that seniors gave me. i realli have memories of fun times. hmm. we gone through thick n thin. thnks seniors! U ALL ROCK MY SOCKS. N MANY MORE.

i will miss u guys. seriously.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|10:35 PM|

Monday, July 7

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dance isnt something that can be explained with words;
it has to be danced
i dont want people who want to dance;
i want people who have to dance
The essence of all art is to have pleasure in giving pleasure
When i dance, i cannot judge, i cannot hate, i cannt seperate
myself from life. i can only be joyceful and whole, tats why i dance
A child sings before speaks, dance before walk, music is in us from the begining
good choroegraphy fuses with mind, eyes n ears
Dance is you pulse, your heartbeat, your breathing. its the rythm of your soul
its the expression in time and movemenet, in the happiness, joy, sadness and envy
Dance is the last word in life, it draws one nearer to oneself
Dance is important. its needs not a language, our bodies speak the language of its own.
The hidden language of the soul

i got this from the net. its nice eh? haha. for dance lovers.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:36 PM|

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yohoho!! this week end has been tiring but kinda fun! hah.
guides camp on friday saturday n sunday.

as for guides camp. its kinda tiring running her n there. but overall it was good. just tat the soccer was a disaster! cos, the church booked the field n i doubt ms yati did.. but then again, SINCE when must book the field one ah? ahaha. ok. night trail was ok. during this camp, i found out the true characters of some ppl. double face or maybe triple. tsktsk. i didnt noe tat.. so camp, etcetc. jiamin was so great! thnks jiamin for putting up with all my nonsense. ha. trying to hint to soemone tat u r pissy with her isnt tat easy after all. thnks casse for being so nice! n found a lil of ur character! so funny.

thnks liyi for the planning
thnks nat for the stupidnes! hah. n also for being patient when i was angry
thnks saranya my centry duty patner. but didnt wake up.
thnks yenmei n wernli for unlockinh, locking the guides room all the time!
thnks greta for the ever-so-funny stuff! my BEST BUDDY BROOM.h ahahaha

OK NOW FOR YOUTH RETREAT. THE ULTIMATE. YAY.
got there around 6? zhiqi joanne n sara awaited for my arrival! hah. ok. i shal post another time! too much to say. too lil time to do so!
I LOVE YOUTH RETREAT N I MISS IT

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:41 PM|

Wednesday, July 2

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yohoho. ok. school was been hectic. tiring. i guess. youth retreat! whoo. and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEN!! must be happy ok...

yup/ so today, was a quite ok day! rushed home for chinese tuition. aint i a good girl? hah. jkjk. k. so chinese tuition. n then here i am (:

guides camp. this friday, sat sunday. hope it will b fun. (:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:43 PM|