This is my life,

Thursday, November 29

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yohoho n a bottle of ram. im happy! hah. today woke up at 8 n went to church to meet ivyna. wanted to discuss with her about _________ thing. but then __________ WAS EARLY. argh. so there we were. reciting the verses. heng i remembered those pastor bess ask me. if not DIE AH. but pastor bess is so kind. hah. she bought pizza for us. (: so expensived. yup. n she tot us how to make cream puff. DAMN NICE CAN!!!! ivyna is nice to be with. she v. sociable i suppose. hah.
yup. discussed bout sermaban. i think it gonna b fun. just tat the guys in sec one not many going. so lesser work will b done. WHICH IS NOT GOOF. argh. anyway, thnk god daniel can come. i think he is able to work hard. yup. (:

i dunno wat to say. hhmm. pstor edwin was super funny. haha. BYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:58 PM|

Friday, November 23

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roar. yesterday didnt get to blog at all. cos was out the whole day. bleh. damn tiring. woke up n went to church until 12. then ate lunch with the ppl n rushed off to st anthony's. had meeting first. damn funny, they kept on calling me GILLIAN n gillian JOLENE. hah. then i just took out my nametag from my bag n put it on the table. so they can regconise. damn fuuny la. im paired up with Dick. hah. its his short form name. will b facilitating on mon. should b fun i think. (:(:(:

Then at 4 plus me n gillian went to eat dinner. so early rite? liyi had to go home to cook rice. so we sent her off at mrt. then i ate gillian ate. then we went off around 6. headed for church. i was damn early?! i was suppose to b ther at 730 but i got ther at 650??!?! so i decided to drop one mrt stop away n walk. but was still early. In the end onli me n esther came for the dance. walao. :( KYSER: dun worri. the dance is quite ok just tat the lift is difficult. so dun worri. (:(:(:

YPUYUp. mum n dad n sis n bro came to pick me up cos they were at the doctor. mum sprained her back. i think she injured it too much. esp. when she operated her back a few yrs ago. poor mummy. GET WELL SOON.

whooooo... hah. so went home bathed, n slept.

THIS MORNING I WAS SO SHOCK. the highest for this yr psle is 294 la. walao. she must have prayed a lot to Alal. no offence. im so jealous. haha. world record to me. man. jialer nat, carita: ur marks not bad. good. jiayou!

JIALER: have fun in ur new sec school. u going art school rite?
NAT: hah. sor. i not sure where u wil go but all the best!
CARITA: yoyoyo! dun b too sad. God has a plan for everyone. mayb He wanna u come my school? dun worri la. :) just smile. its just part of life u noe? JIAYOU!
ISAC: well. all the best, ur marks might b great. haha. haven asked yet,.

today i did finish science hw. so left with math n the EL articles. n CHINESE! did finish the 100 words thing. ypuyup. still, im behond schedule.

get well soon joyce, WHOO. we shall go out soon after ur chicken pox! byebye

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|2:10 PM|

Wednesday, November 21

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helo. today was FUN (: yupz. got lost at city hall. opppsss. was running around like mad person trying to figure the place out cos i was already late. ops. hah. anyway, runing from esplanade to st andrews is not nice. damn tiring. hah. but heng i found the place. (: then went to the musuem. nat was being stupid n so she ACCIDENTALLY sunk the plate!hah. bleh. then had lunch at some hawer center. gillian was talking damn loud! hah. PLs talked to u about prposal. then gathered n walked to the next musuem. nat me cassandra n jiamin built our own castle! then we sat in side it n did stupid stuff.

stalker stalks ppl. hah. nat sms-ed pamela saying weird stuff, scaring her. damn fun. hah.

then went to the link n followed the footsteps ther. after which we were dismissed. PSs had to see yulin about the proposal. i felt kinda rejected/dejected cos they keep on lyk saying bad stuff about our proposal. But i must look positively. ARGH.

then went mark n spencers. pris n rest were doing tat stupid show for channel 8. why must come find us do? weirdos. anyway, then bought the raisins sis wanna me buy then went home.

ON THE WAY HOME. i was sleeping on the bus next to a metal pole then suddenly the bus made a sharp turn n i kok my head on the pole. then got a damn loud sound. then evryone stare at me. damn malu. hah. reached home after one hr plus. bathed n slept.

woke up. watch tv ate dinner with family. waiting for sis to come home. she ate my choc "accidentally". so she was to buy a new one for me. hahahahaha.

i think my new chinese tuition teacher is nice. (:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:52 PM|

Tuesday, November 20

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yohoho. long time no update. lots of things happen. good n bad. yupyup. lets start from sunday

SUNDAY

went to church. ivyna didnt come. hmm. fun. sara n i n esther stayed back for dance practise. kinda tirng. but funfunfun! then at 4 i think. went back home. bathed then dad brought us out to buy new hp. mine no stock so would b coming in by tomorow(i hope) cant wait to get it! yupz. then ate at swensens. mum said she wnana go shopping so in the end we had to go shopping. hah. =.=. anyway went home. n SLEPT~ at around 12.

MONDAY
went to school for PS intensive training. damn fun. footdrills was fun. but cant stand _________. no sense. did lots of stuff. then went ikea to buy stuff for the orphanage. ate meatballs then came back. nat was saying some stupid stuff. hah. yupyup. then went home. bathed, slept, woke up, watch tv. did some work. DONE.

TODAY

woke up. ate breakfast. then did finish my 100 word expressions for EL thing. im so proud of myself!~ haha. i shall try to finish science by friday!!!!! mustmustmusmt. slow n steady. hah. saddening. mum dun let me go for chalet which is TODAY n tomorow. tomorow have guides. :( yup. i wish i can go to chalet. u ppl have fun k? (: withut me :( hah. anyway, waiting for tuition teacher to finish tuition with bro then its MY TURN. oh man. i hate chinese. howhowhow.bleh.

HAVE FUN EVERYONE. jolene has just died

NAT DUN B SAD/IRRITATED/ WATNOT. heck care evrything! u still can live without tat girl! hah. (:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|4:25 PM|

Saturday, November 17

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yohoho. saw ms pang yesterday while ushering for the smss 165th anniversary thing. kinda boring at one part so me decided to "smell" ppl. haaahahahahaha. cos ppl will walk real close to u when u are standing there. so i was like got perfume, no perfume. got perfume. no perfume. haha.thIs group of guys came then i was like no perfume. i actually said it out. n they looked at me. then i say GOOD EVENING. then they. oh. Ok. haha.FINALLY, it was over. yup.

saved lots of money. guess if i told shini tat, she would b WAT? not fair! hah. this reminds me of wat happened during the yr when we were eating lunch n i didnt want to buy stuff cos i wanted to save money. n some stuff happen. argh. flashbacks again. ha.

BLEAH. i have this sudden urgh of doing footdrills. Back to school on monday. bleh. dad decided tat our family should adopt a kid from another country. so, have to start saving more money to buy him/her. its for a good cause. although the kid would stay in tat country. our family has decided:
mom n dad: pay watevea extras
joyce: pay 15 dollars per month
jessica: $15 per month
me: $10 per month
Jerone: $5 per month
OR
go according by age.
so
Joyce: $20
jess: $18
jo:$14
jerone:$11

yupyupyup. which one do u thing is better? hahahaha

NAT N EVEREST: i dun like stalkers. stop it. argh! hah

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|3:35 PM|

Friday, November 16

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yohoho. THANK YOU EVERYONE= to all THE PSes. hah./ on my bday(14 nov), i was asked to come early to school before camp. so i went stupidly. n it turned out they bought an icecream cake for me!! (: man. they are such nice ppl. yupyup. but a little maluating when the WHOLE COMPANY sang bday song to me. i was lyk shit. hah. camp was good n bad in some sense. yup. did outdoor cooking on the first day. shall not talk about it but IT WAS FUN. ha.

SORRY EVERYONE WHO SMS-ED ME ON 14 NOV. I DIDNT RECIEVE UR SMS-ES. yupyup.

anyway, second day camp was fun too cos we did footdrills. i didnt noe y we suddenly loved footdrills but ya. although is not good n compared to gb it sucks, it is fun. yup. we played water bomb. i was lyk so wet. cos nat threw one BIG one at me. hah. Jaya felt bad tat i had to do punishments on my bday. hahahahaha. so funny la. she isnt tat bad after all. (: had some problem during lunch. got a little annoyed but im not angry yet. ha. dun worri. i dun get angry easily to this type of ppl (: hahahaha.

Did lots of stuff. Mrs shum gave me lolipop! ha. AGAIN. yay! after guides around 6 plus plus, took bus to church had dance practise got home around 10 plus n tim wanted to ask me something so went online. yup. then bro had a game for me. DEAL OR NO DEAL. then i say TOMOROW PLAY CAN? i wanna sleep. he was watching tv so he say CAN! hahaha. so lame. so back to sleep i went.

THIS MORNING WOKE UP. LATER NID TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR USHERING. bleah.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|10:27 AM|

Tuesday, November 13

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I H-A-T-E prefects from our school except those who are nicenicenice lyk iris n ppl. not lyk those in _____________. YUPYUPYUP. lots of les next yr.
YUCKSYUCKSYUCKS!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|2:20 PM|

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yohoho! yesterday was a FANTASTIC day. hah. went to school then met mel n went vivo. we went there for lyk one o clock to 3? something like tat. the dogs there were so cute la. anyway, we went lots of time trying to fix mel's bag cod her bag spoiled. then after tat she came to my house. as i walked into my house, there were lots of balloons n food. n one clue sort of let some stuff out: SHINI'S HP. she forgot to bring her hp along. they were hiding in my room. but shini fone was downstairs. so i was lyk: y is shini fone here?!HAHA. when i got into my room, everyone was lyk screaming when i walked in, so shocked tat i screamed too. haha. so lame. lots n lots of balloons were thrown at me. FUNFUNFUN! hah. thnks for the presents ppl!

Ppl who came: elizabeth tan, everest, shini, mel, joyce, glenda, teresa, alicia, jacq, sally oh, nat, anymore ah? hah.ops. i sort of forgot. yup. they made some stuff for me to eat. the broccoli soup was nice. thnks evryone. they even bought two cakes for me. Cool eh?! had my name on it. (shall put the pics up next time)! yupyup. most of them left at 7 plus. Glenda had to wait for her dad so i waited with her. 830something Her dad came. nice green car! ha. (: went home then ate dinner at 9. teresa gave me the broccoli was a little overcook but i loved it cos it was soft! i love soft broccoli! thnks teresa.

after dinner, watching tv, my aunt, uncle n cousin grace n gabby came! hah. cousin grace baked me another cake! haha. she baked TWO CAKES somemore. so, we sang bday song n cut again. i must b real fat now! haha. then i played with gabby. she so scared of balloons. so if she do anything wrong we give her balloon then she will keep quiet, hah. nice eh.. wat a wonderful day!

Thank you everyone for everything! this might b the best bday i ever had! so nice of u all! (:

COMMENTS OF PPL FROM MY MUM!
EVEREST: very noisy
ELIZABETH: Is she an english girl? so looks mature!
JOYCE; real quiet
ALICIA: the guai-est. she the best!
JACQ: (didnt give any comments)
SHINI: a bit tom boy rite?
SALLYOH: so tall, but quite kind to help us clean the place
TERESA: She cooked the brocccoli for u? does she usually cook?
GLENDA: She looks quite nice.
yupyup. hah. sor jacq. i will ask my mum to comment on u! hahaha

BEING WITH EVEREST FOR 4 YRS! how good/bad is tat? hahahahah.
tomorow is guides camp. who has extra pe shirt to lend me? haha.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:48 AM|

Sunday, November 11

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hello. was gonna update when joyce wanna me to update. so here i am! haha. hmmm.

SATURDAY
went cousin grace house to bake muffins. for so long la. mornin to night. hah. so fun. we designed lots n lots of muffins n sold it today. gabby pucked. so disguisting. ha. it was lyk brown in colow. light brown. hah. it was fun. played with gabby. she kept pulling me around.But she it cute (: and naughty. after the hard work, went out to eat dinner with mum dad sis n gugu. gugu gave me ang pao for my bday! yay. hah. got more money now~ then ate and went home. the end!hah

SUNDAY
went to church. bro didnt go church. had something on. the preacher todae could actually play guitar so well! hah. (: cool man. surprising. yupz. hmm. then zhiqi n janice gave me bday present. sara was so fun today. Ivyna still owes sara bday present! ORHOR! hmm. then went mama shop. janice n zhiqi kept dancing to the indian song. so funny. k. then stayed back after yotuh. Amy treat us to ba ku teh(however u spell tat). oh. and the us is: sara, her bf, kyser n michelle. THANKs. went back to church to have the practise, was ok la. funfun! ha. sara left the first cos her mum was waiting for her. esther went also. me n kyser went to mrt. he damn funny. purple hair dun suit u la. so ah beng. ha. HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:44 PM|

Thursday, November 8

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HAPPY DEEPAVALI. hah. =.= anyway, Last night during dinner(830 plus) my sis was lyk I WANNA EAT ICE CREAM. n my dad wasz lyk not a bad idea. so at 930 we drove to holland v. n ate cold rock. expensive man! haha. then went home about 11 after sitting there n crapping. fotos up next time. (: went home n slept real late cos my sis was using the uzap thing n was so noisy. wonder how she feel asleep. had to wake her up so tat i could sleep cos she was on MY BED! tsktsk. =.=

This morning dad woke us up at 8. SO EARLY CAN?! then he brought the family to crystal jade for breakfast. i ate SIEW MAI! n pao! so full la. n a spoon of porriage. expensive breakfast. then MY MUM N SIS WENT SHOPPING! my toot. i hate shopping. y must girls shop??!?!?!?! ur cupboard is lyk FULL n u wear clothes once or twice then dun wear, WASTE MONEY, hah. lame. anyway, then came home at around 1130 then both sis went out for DG, mum n dad went out to meet friends. my bro stayed overnite at friend's house tonite then come home. SO I AM ALONE. its so boring.

My dad was damn pissed with some indians yesterday n he said to me: WALAO! THOSE INDIANS ARE ASSHOLES. i was so suprised la. my dad not those type of ppl. the we all started laughin. ha. U ROCK DADDYY!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|1:24 PM|

Wednesday, November 7

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today. didnt noe there was r.l lesson until it was going to 9 then alicia sms-ed me. it was so sudden so i didnt go! (just an excuse) haha. sorry alicia. Im happy now. hahahaha. did some stuff in the morning and then afternoon Cousin grace can with gabby(toddler) . she brought me n second sis JOYCE to vivo. Cos she wanted us to help her bake muffins. so, we went vivo to buy all the ingredients. Will be selling them this sunday in church. for A GOOD COURSE. kinda tiring cos, gabby was running around and i was asked to chase after her. =.= after awhile, i left her alone n then she realized tat i didnt wanna play so she just walk bside me. cute eh? she even helped me carry plastic bag. hah. Met Jullian n friends there. talked awhile n then went vivomart/giant. to buy all the stuff. yup. fun day i must say.

After tat, when gabby was sleeping, we went home, placed her down. N so on... Nicenicenice muffins. the toppings make them look super nice. I HAVE A BIG EGO. wakakakaka. =.=

Side view. Looks nice eh?

Front view!

LOOKS CAN BE DECIEVING! haha, but seriously, its nice.

THis is gabby! the nice monster! gabbymonster!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:40 PM|

Monday, November 5

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having a mix feeling now. sms-ed everest after everest called me n told me things. results are out. going to combine science. at least i am in not in art stream. not tat i despise art stream, just tat, i dun reali have the interest is lyk, art, drama. mayb a little of FnN. but mum says she dun wanna me go there. well, combine science isnt tat bad i think. just like wat i said in my previous times post, i think for me, combine science is ok cos im slow in learning. well, felt kinda scared after looking at the class list. everest n sally oh wanna appeal. without sally, i think iris will appeal. n then, glenda has sien n eunice. i have no one. oh. yes, i have teresa. n someone tat i dun realli lyk is in the same class as me. im cross. NAT IS THE SAME CLASS AS ME! at least there is a guider! (: bet im the worst guider. worst results. everthing worst. congrats cassandra! u are in triple science. cool man. anyway, life is just like tat. live wat is given to u. Thank you Lord. I noe u have put me there for a purpose. thanks.

Thank you ivyna for your support n prayer. thanks sara, zhiqi, janice, n esther n michelle for ur jiayouing. i love u ppl! zhiqi is putting her braces todae. hope she choose green color! (:

Thank you Joyce Lek for your support through the sms. thank you everyone. n VANASSA. stop irritating ppl la. damn kuku la. u spoil everyone's mood all the time. n to think tat u are in the same class as me next yr too?! oh man. since sec one. same class as u. so ARGH. after joyce smsed me, i could finally untie the confuseness in me. she onli said one simple sentence but it realli helped me. thanks.

Let the whole world know is a nice song. I dun realli think i can do tat dance. u have overestimated me. seriously.

He is the way to freedom.
Let the Whole world. know!
Soon the pressure will be OVER
JJJJEEEEEEEESSSSSSSUUUUUUUSSSSSS. ok.

tat is not the lyrics. hah. go find the song. its nice

im troubled.
God help me
I dun wanna be in the same class as ______
She is so les.
im scared
V, scared.
Thanks Mark for being there.
Yesterday. thanks.
(:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|12:58 PM|

Sunday, November 4

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kuku brother. Fated to be with ivyna. hah. (: all the best for your streaming results everyone! God bless! (:

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:15 PM|

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hello. today IS SUNDAY! Sunday is rally a great day. (: . just tat, today, after service, had meeting for the dance thing. kinda scared. cos lyk everyone looks like expert in dancing n i have onli half a yr of experience

So, hope all is well. im not expert yet. maybe next year.. hah. anyway, during youth, played captains ball. guys against girls. guys won. stupid la.. argh. 28- 17. wtf. we suck. the guys wre like so great. hah. i got fed up after running up n down n chasing balls n all. some girls was like jsut standing there, but watevea. I HAD FUN. hahaha. (: got a slight sunburn. then, after changing, sistas dragged me to flee market with them. got fed up cos they kept walking around but i started playing with a dog i found loitering aruound. so cute. the owner let me play with it. played awhile n i bought this cute "sticker" thing. is lyk a cartoon rabbit tat says: I AM WABBIT. so cute. (:

k. may sisters were clamping me AGAIN. cos we watched JUST FOLLOW LAW another time. on saturday, then they wre lyk U PUNISH THEM, UI CLAMP THEM. then, had flashback AGAIN. of how shini n everest used to say tat when something happen. esp. in the library. then me n pearl will start laughing. such great times. sigh. then jessica was like: can we go vivo for awhile? then so, i dragged my tired body. to VIVO. i went toys R us. haha, my sis looked at shoes, so boring. then i guy was lyk hidding, trying to take foto of a guy beside me. so i smiled at him n walked away, haha.

WhHOOhHOhOHohOHohO. I feel so lame stupid. OH.

HAPPY BDAY AUNT STEF! u rock! fellow screame of my sis. ha. u are lyk the funniest mother Mark can have. haha. nice noeing u! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: too bad u are out now. if not, we can visit now n celebrate. but onli Mark is at home. saddening. hah. have fun.

Jessica sat beside me on the way home. in the bus. walao. she damn weird can. she started doing stupid stuff n i was made to follow. she made me feel so STUPID. but she made me happy. thanks sis! your the best sis, as compared to Joyce. hahaha! (: Bought dougnets for family. Used my money u noe! haha.,

EVEREST BDAY: dec 21. JANCIE bday: 10 dec. (:(:(:(:(:(: love ya ppl.

TAG REPLIES:
EVEREST: of course u love me la. IM THE BEST. haha
JACQ: YUPYUPYUP! i wanna play guitar with u all too! (:

MY FAMILY IS MAD! they are bored now so my mum said: LETS PLAY HIDE N SEEK! hahah. so lame. hah. so lame. argh. ha. roar.

One day, Fish met duck.
They feel in love and the married each other
They made love, N gave birth to
Fuck.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:06 PM|

Friday, November 2

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harlo everyone. today went to school for guides. some stuff happened. Yesterday sally, alicia n everest came my house to bake. In the end everst was running around. =.=. yup. they decided to go _____________________ after tat, although they were kida reluctant. someone said tat it was so boring. n wat not. actually. I dun really care…. HAH. Anyway, got a little happy when I found out something. OH! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:

CARMEN! My nice nice nice primary school friend who thinks I am a baboon! (: love ya!

MARK: My cool church friend. You are a little “under mature”for your age rite? Grow up man! Haha. Be a man! Continue loving strawberries!

YANRU: k. im not close to u at all. But anyway, being in the same school/ Chinese class, I wanna b nice and say HAPPY BDAY. And u are really tall now.

Have fun enjoying your youth ppl! (: well, I miss twoone. Esp. when im walking somewhere n see something “related” to twoone lyk the ppl or something. Then I will have flashbacks. ARGH.. didn’t feel so close to some class lyk tat before.

Anyway, cant wait till the results of streaming comes on Monday. Real scared. Ive got a feeling im gonna go to a combine science. But it doesn’t really matter cos im not planning to go JC. Just tat, many ppl look down on ppl in combine and I dun really like tat cos WAT IS WRONG WITH COMBINE? So stop looking down. They are not dumb. Tsktsk.

Time flies. Going to work tomorrow. So dun disturb me. (: helping out in church for some thing. At least there is sara-ann.guitar lover lyk me!hah. That will be F-U-N with my gggggooooddddd sec one church buddy/ cool person, helper…. Hahaha. Bet esther will get jealous after reading this! Hah. ESTHER! U are a gggggggooooooooodddddddd sec one friend also!

IVYNA BDAY: 4th dec. ZHIQI BDAY: 25th Nov JANICE BDAY: isit 8 dec? I think so..JOLENE BDAY: 14 nov. haha. So lame. I NID MONEY. I dun think my salary would b able to buy your nice things! Haha.

Tot I could survive.
But I cant.
Not without you.
I really need you,
This is it, I have to
Part. Everyone has to.
Mayb, fate will bring us
Back together.
Love you, Twone.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:34 PM|