This is my life,

Tuesday, October 30

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hello. all is well. today, worked then packed my stuff at home. lots of things to do. real tired now. tomorow still have to go school! haha. (: bro having exams this week so he cant irritate me! hah. at 630 to 730 plus played ball with neighbour. Wrist still not yet recover. :(sunday was fun. went to hide zhiqi n janice shoes. SO FUN. haha. so lame. lots of things to do. went tos choll yesterday! so boring. BYEBYe. i shall stone now.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:08 PM|

Saturday, October 27

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Nice song to say goodbye to everything. although his singing is not that good.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|3:12 PM|

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well, tat is one foto. a very touching one. Shini hugging everest n pearl at the background. yupz. OH. congrats to the cheerleading team. for winning third price!! (: if i was there, u all wouldnt have won. so GOOD JOB.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|2:32 PM|

Friday, October 26

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hello. today was a sad day. class gathereed one last time n we wrote n wrote. sang song for elizabeth. i guess this is where it all ends. some ppl made me v. sentimental. wanted to cry when i read all the letters from ppl. oh man. so sad la. i guess we have to b tortured. life aint easy here. argh. hate parting. its lyk almost the worst thing. everyone cry. having flashbacks of every happy moments. R.l was lecturing us on not going to get a job. but i found one. so TOO BAD. im gonna earn more money! whooo. haha.

After school, had guides. jacq n everest came n hugged me in front of my seniors durin CCA. i was lyk Shit. then when they left my seniors was lyk OOOOKKKKKKEEEYY. then i look at them n we kept laughing. cos it was so random. hugged many ppl to say goodbye. elizabeth looked realli sad. having rashes all over my bosy. so irritating. so itchy. some bleeding. so i dun think i wil go tomorow. so sad la. we worked so hard for tomorow n my mum say i dun go cos my rashes is realli v. bad. its realli itchy. but cant stratchhh! :( ouch. PAIN TOO. injured my wrist even more while carrying the box. :( On the way home, jac called me n ask me to go back to school to hug her goodbye n talk to the rest. but i didnt go. felt kinda bad. cos they waited for me in school n rushed back to school just to say goodbye to me. n i didnt fulfill their wish. :( so sms-ed them. DUN B SAD. no emo u noe?

Goodbye. This is it. the end. unbearable but a must. mayb we will b together as a class one day. i hope. its just endding. or mayb IT IS THE END. we can rewind n do it all again. its the end. journey ended. everyone is going home. its lyk after winning the war, were we shared many things, we have to go backe to our wn homes. sad to leave but happy tat the tough parts are over. but the saddness overwhlems the happiness. Goodbye. sya goodbye

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:30 PM|

Thursday, October 25

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at home, i thought n thought. this is lyk the end of the road. and lots of junctions. many turn different ways. Byebye, each thinking tat tat is the right route for them n for some, they went the wrong route. or mayb they are forced to it. we will nvr b together. mayb we see each other but we dun have the friendship between us just as strong as this year. Despite all the troubles n stuff tat we have gone thrgh, i realized how important my friends are. I LOVE YOU FRIENDS! (: no more happy days. oh man. i realli cant part. the world is lyk just spinning n spinning. i wonder if i can take it. I promise everest i wun cry. but, just hinking of all the happy moments we have as GROUP IN 2e1, i cant help it but wanna cry. But i must b strong. Tomorow is the last day together. Make the fullest out of it Jolene. just one more day. i realli regret not __________________. sobs. SOr. im getting a little emotional. its the alst day. i really dun wanna lose our friendship just becos of time. is this really the end? I WILL MISS U PPL. aaaaaaaaaerrrggh.. I PROMISE I WILL NOT CRY.

i sure will miss taboo, chocolate fishball, n stupid stuff tat all of ur did. life just continues. i wonder if i can make new friends.. GOd pls help me. amen.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:39 PM|

Monday, October 22

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hello. hmm. today kinda ok. just tat i got back my grades. i think i cant go pure liao. :( mum was lyk IF U REALLI WANT TO GO I CAN HELP U APPEAL but combine science doesnt mean you are stupid. thnks mum!

anyway GOT BAPTISED YERSTERDAY. so happy. just tat the water was kinda cool. hah. (: got presents from aunt diana(a bible bag). form my family(a puzzle tat they made.),pastor edwin(a nicenicenice badge) , aunt stef(a book mark n cross thing) THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY PRESENTS. thanl you everyone for your hugs n hands! haha

TODAY
went to school. bleah. IS MY DAD BDAY! so met up with mum at vivo n bought dad a CAKE, SHOES, sis bday present. NOW IM LYK BROKE. cake=$39, Shoes for dad=$53, shirt for sis=$23~~~~~~
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. im broke. i still haven buy JESSLYNN AND ESTHER n someone else bday gift! oh no. i seriously nid to save $$$$$$$$$$. hah. MONEY PLEASE. when is chinese newyr comeing? ahhhhhhh. k. nvm

ANYTHING ELSE? i dun think so.

DUN SO SAD. its ok. it will b all over. dun worry

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:30 PM|

Friday, October 19

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hello. i got some bad news. n i mean BAD. first, my grades. not even ONE paper tat we got out of the three i scored well. no As. im sad. SECONDLY, monday sally oh alicia everest n joyce wanted to come my hosue to make sushi. then tat kuku leadership thing, i had to go lsat min on MONDAY. wat the toot. sally will b so mad. :( THIRDLY, (this one is the worst), during the nov. holidays, have guides camp n furthermore, IT IS ON MY BIRTHDAY! :( 14 nov. this yr bday will b so sad. we will b eating weird food for my bday. doing footdrills for my bday. it wun feel lyk a bday. actaully was thinking of going out with friends to celebrate my bday. :( now i have to do it by doing footdrills. IM MADDDD.. hah. thnks cassandra for trying to ask others to come early on tat day so tat they can celebrate my bday. i realli appreciate it! thanks.h aha

LASTLY. tat guides south zone day is the same day as the mini party pastor bess wanna give us. argghh. y is it lyk tat?! IM MAD. :( BUT THANK YOU LORS FOR ALL THESE THINGS.

OH! still got one more. IM IN TAT KUKU CHEERLEADING COMPETITION n i wonder how i got there aregh.a waste of tiome. but ya, i should try to have fun. :0

dun wanna blog anymore. im too sad.

GO AWAY! i wun call u a stalker cos u are a nice girl.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:38 PM|

Tuesday, October 16

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hello. today in school played floorball. fun. anna had to change group cos too many of us. :( saddening. joyce played quite well. sally n alicia was WOW. sarah was cool man! i was lyk slacking! hah. half way, shini came. hah. we were surprised/shocked/happy. ya.. haha. then she had to join anythere group. well. i did play n i was SWEATING. haha. whoo. i think i lose at least 0.1 g. yupzz/ then it was SUPER HOT. omg. haha. funfunfun. then had recess n played chocolate fishball with shini anna joyce sarah n alicia. so fun. whooooo. then went to hall for dunno wat thing la. didnt understand i damn of tat crazy skit. haha. bleah. =.= then went back to class. sorry mel. sor cant come to my house. sor i didnt follow u to canteen!! i feel so bad. sorry.

OH! NO! i forgot to bake for teresa n sarah. hahah. ooppps. mum wun let me bake at nite!!!!!!!! sorry. ur bday present is delayed again... :( arghhh. sorry. ooppsss. argh. get well soon melanie's hand. (: whoo....

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:38 PM|

Sunday, October 14

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hello. today is a happy day cos today is SUNDAY. yesterday went out to play tennis at 8 in the morning to 10. was woken up by my enthu-tennis father. at first i tot he say 8 pm not 8am. so lyk ya.. anyway, went n played with dad. sis. micheal and bro. mum came along.Micheal was lyk so pro. then my dad ask me to team with me then i looked lyk an idiot playing with him. hahahaha. so funfunfun. on friday i baked. hah. random. then went to eat. then came home. er, then afternoon did nothing. mum n dad went to buy washing machine. mum came back on the tv and say HAH! CHITTYCHITTY BANGBANG! and ask me to watch.=.= hahahhahaha.

TODAY
went to church super early. did the communion then went for class. then after tat had youth. Going east coast park on the next saturday. two weeks from now,. i so happpyyyy! hah. this sunday wanna b BAPTISTS! so happy. tomorow going to church. yupz. church is funfunfun. WILLIAM IS SHORT! hah. k. he is lyk SO? she shorter than me!! then he pointed to a p6 girl. hahaha. i was lyk AIYO. U ARE SO OLD LYK 20 PLUS!! . silas said i looked stress. oi was lyk HUH?! then he say he wanna eat jellybeans n y i nvr buy anymore. damn random can? then zhiqi had a pimple at her nose then she keep covering. HRLLOOO? it is not even obvious. tsktsk. then pangsehed ivyna n sara and went home with dad. janice went to eat chicken bryanni! temind me of tat adverdtisement. hah. anyway. TODAY IS A FUN DAY.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|5:17 PM|

Thursday, October 11

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hello. IM SO HAPPY.the exams are finally O-V-E-R. hah. so happy. lets talk about SUNDAY,

on sunday. played captains ball with cg one n two. then was raining so went back in but when it stopped we went out to play AGAIN! then had tuition had cousin grace house. ya.. gabby was C-U-T-E. (: then at nite watched movie with family.

next few days was exams. didnt finish my math paper. :0. i dun wanna go combine science! ahhhhhhh... NONONO. appeal! haha. anyway, today, went to alicia house there to play bball. er. i think from one o clock ah. ya then stopped at 5 plus plus. so happy. im going to loose weight. Joyce also wanna loose weight!! whoo.hah. im not skinny. im not kidding, realli. u nvr see the real me. hahahahahaha. then had LTOSLOTSLOTS of fun. saw a CONdom. ya. firt time. male one. n is those tat USE already. there were some stupid malay kids irritatin us. ya. but in the end we chased them off. (: then went home. brought joyce to the bus stop. During the game, i realized tat if one tries hard enough, one can shoot! n SSSSSSCCCCOOOOOOOOORRRRRREEEEE. now i feel lyk playing soccer. anyone wanna play? hjahahahaha. (:

im scared when the results come back. must do real well for math eng n science. i dun wanna go combine!!! nononononononononnonononono! haha.

ENJOY WHILE U CAN!! tomorow no school! im so happy. gonna sleep till saturday! haha. then sat going to play tennis and swim. then at tnight got farewell party for my neigbour who is going overseas. BYEBYE.h ahah.

i owe everest chocolate. sylvia is a good girl..

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:03 PM|

Saturday, October 6

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Im sorry. i know i hurt you. im sorry. your not a bad friend. you are a great friend. you done many things for me. n i love them. you the great. maybe i am being too self centred. i know i cant hate a teacher.my thinking n ur thinking of different teachers are different. you need not support me in how u n i feel of teachers. we nid not think the same. i just wanna not talk of any sesitive teachers u know? sorry. can we forget this? S.O.R.R.Y. i am sorry for hurting you. pls dont feel bad or anything cos im in the wrong. you are a great friend. dont think tat u are bad. pls.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|12:33 PM|

Friday, October 5

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bleah. go away. idiot leh. i know u hate __________ but tat doesnt mean u can _______ wat! walao. damn bloddy irritating.

Today during lit, r.l came into class to collect some stuff n straight away she say JOLENE pick up litter. Like is so obvious she is picking on me n mel la. wtf. kuku head. then mrs shum lesson. was ok la. recess. i was feeling a bit ________. then science.. then chinese had a little fun with Jesslynn n her paper lines thing. then math. didnt understand a toot of wat he is saying. math=fail. stress. then after school, shini everest yanru sally n iris played bball. was kinda out lyk ya. but at one point sally n iris made me happy (:. they are better than ____________________.no offence. then went to study. mel taught me a little on math graphs. kinda happy cos i finally understand! then went canteen to study. something happened so i kept quiet. onli sally took notice n she lyk talked a little to me to comfort me. she really understands how i feel. thanks. the happened thing kept happenind.iu felt realli hurti think. so i jsut kept quiet. sally was lyk hleping me. thanks. then shini came n clamp me. was a little pain but i was too _______ to say anything. ya. stress. stupid security guard. can die one. in the end, mum came to pick me up. sais sorry to her cos i knew she would b trapped in the jam.

came home. tried to study as much as i can but i was too worried to study. so ya... then one thing blah blah blah. ate dinner. troubled by problems at home. ya. so pray for me. shall study until v. late.

SALLY OH IS A NICE AND KIND GIRL. thank you.

my brian is rotting and i rely on it for my future. argh. stone

its not realy nice to make tat happening happen. understnad? i said so mayn times indirectly. why dont u get it?!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:26 PM|

Thursday, October 4

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today. 15 ppl nvr come then half way vanessa came back. =.=. we acted as if we didnt know wat happen, hah. then during assembly we were trying to leave as much gap as possible cos our line is lyk super short! hah. mrs koh went to ask r.l wat happen.tsktsk. i hope no one gets into trouble tomorow. pray. esp. mel. all the teachers teaching us were lyk IS THIS A PLAN TAT THEY DONT COME? ha, during science, MS PANG CAME BACK. i was lyk MS PANG~ haha then she wrote a message on the board using her injured side. it looks lyk my bro's ugly handwriting! hahahaha. ate cheese tofu today. if u know tat means.

life with half a class was just WONDERFUL. hah. but lots of them were laughing at our class. esp. the prefects. ha. lol. heng mrs marion tan didnt come n see ah! i dun think she know.

me n alicia made a song for _____________. in the tune of rudulph the red nose reigndeer.

________ the makeup monster(monster)
had a very coplorful face(lyk a rainbow)
and if u ever saw her(saw her)
you would scream and run away! ( lyk melanie)

got one more. made by mel n alicia. go her blog n see. lazy to type! byebye!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|5:52 PM|

Tuesday, October 2

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hello. STAYED BACK TO STUDY. was kinda fruitful. but yesterday when i imitated everest, she used the IH file n wack me.. then everytime i bathe its lyk kinda hot n prickly n pain. dun tell her. later she feel bad. hah. but if she feel bad i will feel bad too cos i CLAM her. ha. watevea...

TODAY mrs lo picked on me n mel AGAIN. wth... then i went to eat cheese toufu. then went up for IH!! hah, had the quiz. me mel n joyce ans. totally the same la! whoo.hope i get at least 7! rawr. hah. k. then after tat chinese had listening compre. then math boring. then SCIENCE. ms tan for once SHOUTED in class. i jumped out of my sit cos i was lyk stoning! haha. roar! ha. then had lit remidial. jac wasnt feeling v. well in the head. ya... poor her. get well soon. stayed back to study. IH studied the green notes, rite> or was it blue? ah.. wateva. mel lydia sarah n nat wanna pon tomorow la. then i will b so lonely infront then elizabath see also wanna pon. so lyk the whole roll is lyk empty except me! xinquan n carina. ssadd. JOyce was rather quiet today. dun ask me wat happen. lyk i think she angry with me?! argh. i think she just stress la.
Bus-ed home with iris n sylvia. they are better than _______________________. ya.. thnks man!
NOTHING ELSE. byebye.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:30 PM|