This is my life,

Sunday, September 30

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i feel like shit. i feel like shitting, tomorow is HE test and im slacking. HEY TAT RHYMES. whatevea la. rawr. i feel like dying. i am dead. itrs the exam n I HAVE NOT STUDIED. r.l talked to us for awhile. when joyce ask: IS IT TOO LATE TO START? someone said:yes. someone said: if u mug all night then no.

I was shock. i finally woke up and realized. i cant slack anymore. just two weeks jolene. just two weeks. swim jolene! swim! says one part of my mind while the other says: STIL got time. relax. take your time.

ARGGGHH. i think this is horrid. i wanna cry. pls help me to study! i dont want to fail. i dont wait to fail. plsplspls. nonono. pls help me. i dont want to drown. pls. pls. pls. i shall wake up and struggle instead of drowning. everest: u got to help me with math. I NID SOMEONE TO HELP ME IN SCIENCE. plsplspls. shini? joyce? mel? anyone? pls.

TODAY
went to church. sara went off early. everything was just so blur, ha., thats all.

YESTERDAY
went to alicia's hosue. did math but nvr finish. thnks alicia. shini rolled the chair over my toe. :( the beehoon was nice. everest kept screaming. rwar,
came home n slept for a while then went out to eat dinner. im growing fat. cannot. canootcannot. i dun wnna b fat. nonono

pls help me.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:54 PM|

Friday, September 28

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hello.today english was BAD. rwar. shini says she is going to fail. ate cheese tofu today. stayed back to do math. tomorow going ALICIA house. (: thanks you alicia. (: whooooo. anyway, shini n everest bully me again. so evil rite? ya. EVEREST POUR WATER ON ME LA! wth. hah. :) i dunnno wat to say.

everest i am lyk not emo! hahahaha rawr

BYbye

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:21 PM|

Thursday, September 27

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bleh. chinese sucked. didnt understand i toot of wat they were saying! huh-uh.): r.l was pissing me off again!she was making lotslotsltots of NOISE la. she as lyk kicking things around n talking to different ppl across the class damn loudly rawr. nonononono. sobs. everest kicked my stomach todae :( she n shini the same one. molestors...
let me tell u wat happen after paper just before paper two

Carina: mrs lo. during the exam can u dun make so much noise pls? very difficult to concentrate.
r.l:U are blameing me for u not concentrating during the exam?! how can this be. i onli make the noise for one second!
me: lyk real...(to the ppl around me la)
r.l(to the class): dun tell me just becos of some SOFT sound u all cant do well for your test?! if u concentrate well, u wun even here a dog barking! your neighbours have dogs! then how come u can do work at home?!
me(i wanted to say softly but it ended of quite loud): my neighbour's dog doesnt bark!
R.l: (stare at me)
me:(stare back)
r.l: u are getting rude!
me: wat?
r.l: keep quiet. or i will not start!

WAT THE HELL. i was lyk thinking, why cant she pick the dustbin up n bring it to the front then dragging it around. basket la she!wth. argh.n DURINg the second paper, when she was giving the papers o ut, i put my head on the table cos i felt a little giddy and she was lyk JOLENE. pick your head up. wtf. then i put my head up then she say, take tat paper n put properly! it looks lyk a litter! wtf. not even mine la... lyk walao. then she kept staring at me... made me have bad mood... IM MAD. VERY MAD! rwar. EVREST MRS LO IS NOT NICE. im going bonkers. i realli am going crazy/

if im angry with her i will eat cheese tofu. cos can squeeze it n the cheese will come out. bloody hell. so if u see me eat cheese tofu, dont irritate me any more. ok? hah. thnks.after school bus-ed back with jesslynn! yayayaya.tomorow english...

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:12 PM|

Wednesday, September 26

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stupid blogger. anyway, today was ok. r.l was wth again. she made me greet her THREE times n she scolded me for lyk my table n wat not. wat the la.

AWAY the EVIl spirit!!! raWR
:( tomorow is END OF YEAR CHINESE. shucks. im super scared cos lyk my chinese suxks.... didnt practise n wat not la. everest say go online during school then now i online n she is not. :( hahah.

Stayed back after school. with shini sylvia n everest. shini molested me again. she is lyk so pro la.. wat the. hah. sylvia was kinda sad cos she was _________. argh. felt it too. everest did thiS STUPID n SLOW twirl outside the library, shini laugh until her face damn red la. hahahaha. studied chinese n then sylvia left for coro :( u pang seh me. leaving me everest n shini. outoutout i was. haha. then shini n everest went home. leaving me at home so i went home also. the bloody 51 took ever so long can?! wat the la. i sat at the bus stop lyk an idiot for half n hour!!until mum smsed me n say ARE U ON THE WAY HOME? hah. complained to her about the bloody bus n rosy lo. mum said i should talk to r.l with the accent. hahaha.MOON VERY BRIGHT!!
this women in the bus was digging her nose lyk she was eating a dinner lyk tat la. then she flick it and i was lyk in front of her. she still touch touch touch everwhere. kuku,

dun worry.
we will talk to them tomorow ok?
i dont even think they know tat we are lyk _____
so, dont be so angry and sad.
mayb they just ______ each other too much
they dont feel it.
so ya.
dont worry.
will get________ to talk to them together with us.
(:: smile ok? u still have me!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:48 PM|

Tuesday, September 25

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hello. k. today was ok. rosy was picking on me AGAIN, rawr. bleh... ms shum was ok. mass stretch was lyk WATEVEA. hah. stayed back for art. went coro. with SHINI EVEREST ANNA N SYLVIA. wth. i noe how u feel during art joyce! hah. joyce has a strong heart! hah. good girl! ha. coro was funny. was eating french fries while the rest ate chicken rice. then got this big group of hwa chong guys talking dunno wat. n then we said KUKU TO THE BIRD damn loud n all the disguisting things came out(most from shini) hah. then ya... laughed a lot. I DONT EAT SLOWLY. ha.

anyway, got back to school n found yingshan. sorry yingshan for pang sehing ur bag n u. :( sorry. n thanks for ur CHOCOLATE! whhoo! thNKS yingshan. with u i felt rather in. ya... then hmmm. oh. i had shini's 5 bucks n she MOLESTED me lyk wat lyk tat la. more lyk rape. hahahaha. well, sorry shini for taking ur money. but i feel VIOLATED!! rwar. hah. TWO TIMES SOMEMORE LA. n the second time the money was with her liao n she took my SHOE. so i went to the staff room with onli ONE shoe. k. then went back to class, packed up n went down to study. threw a snail shell at shini for my revenge. (1/4 of my revenge taken) ya.. then everest had shini fone n shini was trying to get it back n they sort of "hugged" n the teachers just finish their meeting n mrs kwok was looking at them. haha.then shini n everest left.. TOGETHER. im so evil.

then studied with SYLVIA n IRIS the not so magnificient! haha. (: at least i studied something. n went home. on the way home, saw zestin n ______. haha. i pretended not to lyk see him cos he was with ___________. then he say WALAO JOLENE! U DAO ME! hahaha. i was lyk u with ur FRIEND wat! hahahaha. so lame.. fine. then reached home at about 730. then ate n now here! whooooo. played a little with dad n bro ball. hah.a then blah blah blah la... BYEBYE

Kuku. tsktsk. zestin ah!!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:01 PM|

Monday, September 24

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there is something wrong with blogger. but.. nvm

anyway, SUNDAY WAS FUNFUNFUN!

woke up on sunday went to church for baptism class. they prayed for us individually. i didnt know my family tree had so many ppl who died in accidents and cancer. rawr. scared myself a little la. phew. then had youth. pastor edwin had fever so didnt come. then after tat ate lunch with MICHELLE, ESTHER. michelle bought for me lunch n refused to take my money! argh. so i shall buy something for her in return! hhaha. oh. sara left before youth cos she had project or wat not la. but anwyay HAPPY BDAY SARA. then after lunch went downstairs n esther n pamela played the harp. damn nice. then me n michelle studied. silas came in half way. he was lyk JOLENE! dun stress! must slowly do... wth. hah. thanks a lot! (: he damn strong la. k. nvm.
AT NIGHT. pastor bess' father died. :( so went to the wake. n then tat place is lyk er. 4 stories then each story is lyk a few wakes la. u noe? i forgot wat it is called. then i realized each room was named after a stone. n then i walk out of the lift in IMMEDIATELY i saw PEARL. hah. the room was called pearl. then inside all the wake u noe? hah. eachj room one wake. then got diff. names la. lyk emeral, jewel, sappire n wat not la. cool eh? met JANICE n IVYNA there. tsktsk. zhiqi didnt go n ivyna didnt go to chruch. haha.

ANYWAY, TODAY was B-A-D. had HOME ECONS. the pie thingy was not very succeessful but it tasted nice. thanks joyce! ha. then had dots. wetn dentist AFTER pressenting! rwar. i was wishing it was DURING the presentaiton!anyway, went there. so man yppl there. had fun there n missed lots of lessons! hahahaha. then ENGLISH then i went back to study. rawr.hm. tat rosy lo was lyk OK. U COME LATE U END LATER LA. i was lyk walao leh!! hahahaha. zhixin laughed at me.

Then stayed back after school to STUDY. realli leh. shini n pearl sit tpgether CANNOT study one lor. haha. but had fun. at least i learnt things. mum didnt ask where i went cos i jsut told her i was in school studying. better than at home sleeping. raawwwrrrr. had lots of fun studying with shini everest n pearl. tomorow study agian?mum ask me to study in school n come home to rest. wanna study? ha. but SERIOUS not playplay. n mayb in the canteen. ya...

TATS akk. shini n everest indirectly _____________ again! hahhahaaahahha. shini n everest like to say YA YA YA..ha
BYEBYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:05 PM|

Saturday, September 22

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shucks it. died at 85... wat the... so irritating.

Went to school today. r.l lesson. IN THE CANTEEN. r.l was late n she say THREE MIN LATE IS NOT LATE. wat the.. kuku hell. argh. HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!

haha. nicenice mooncake for me

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|3:30 PM|

Friday, September 21

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh. impossible quiz. have second one. but i did the first one... AGain.. onli got up to 75 then got the bomb thingy. couldnt react fast enought. shucks... argh. 110 questions u noe?ha haha

Today school was ok. r.l was walao. other than tat, shum have me 3 sweets! so kind. haha

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:54 PM|

Thursday, September 20

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hello. k. today was ok. YESterday was ok. Yesterday PE took weight.. OMT im lyk heavy. but not as heavy as shini!! ahahahaha. k.then played captain ball plus basket ball but it seemed to b more of a captains ball cos i seldom bounce the ball. not use to it. in the end is a draw.haha (: whoo. not bad. yien was lyk so scared of the ball la! wth. hah. rosy lo was irritating. (:) then stayed back for art. slyvia shini everest n iris n me went coro to buy some stuff. SLYVIA! i am out. then. thanks for talking to me. they were lyk JOLENE why u so sad? hahaha. actually, to b truthful, i was a little sad. cos ___________ kept calling me.. aarrgghhh! went home n reached about 7. bathed had dinner did reflection n conf. with everest n art group. ya... k

Today had chinese test. thanks ivyna for praying (: tomorow is SARA bday. Today went home. didnt stay for art. Timothy came over (: was kinda surprise. he damn tall. NOT FAIR... hah. talked for a while n he went home. (: ROSY LO WANNA us to go back on sat to have lessons. n we go back to school for two hours just to sit there n do one test paper. wat the la.. she is so irritaiting.. rrraaaaawwwwwrrrr. HAHA. (: sorry for not staying back for art.

BYEBYE.

stop buzzing around me. its getting irritating.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:47 PM|

Tuesday, September 18

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hello. k. school was ok. rosy lo was pissing me off. how kuku is she, u noe rite..
this was wat happen
it was a lovely morning n everything was going nicely n smoothly. after math stretch we marched our way to class n all of a sudden BOOM! rosy lo came in. she walked to me n melanie n said WHY DO U NEED THIS BOX? ( the box was all my stuff n melanie stuff. u put thigns in side then nicer. not so messy.)

MEL: to keep our things so it wun look messy
R.LO: but it looks lyk a garbage(someting.. i forgot.)
ME: at leat is better than last tiem when we have no box!
R.L: i dun care! i want it away! or i will throw it!
me to mel: throw lor! most of the things inside is r.lo one... she throw her own things away next time she cannot blame me!
MEL: hahahaha.

THEN ANOTHER TIME
r.l: WAT IS THIS? THE CARDBOARD IS SO MESSY! THROW THIS N TAT AWAY. ( in the end, left onli her stuff inside. the other subjects she all take out.)

r.l: THROW THIS BOX AWAY!
ME: cannot! tat is for IH. n io tot u were the one who say must recycle! wat the.
R.L: i dun care. THROW IT NOW
class: PROTESTS
R.L: keep quite n throw this away
someone: BUT TAT IS FOR IH. TO KEEP OUR FILES!
r.lo: the person has checked all files. so no nid to keep watevea file
SAM(i think): BUT the person check ENGLISH files not IH files. now is IH not ENGLISH.

n it went on n on for half n hour. cool eh? hahaha. so pissed me off. wonder how her husband stands her! no wonder so old.... she so old.

RWAR. anyway, then ih test. did real bad. cried a little, no one saw except mel n xinxuan i think. mel comforted me. i tried to stop. mrs shum didnt see. i dunno y. i did expect myself to cry... then didnt go down for recess

science was ok... chinese was ok.. math was ok... stayed back after school n did art.me n joyce painted the mask.. it was NICE. hah. thnks joyce for helping! (: i did the out lining then anna came for awhile n painted something black n pink n went off with pearl. me n joyce started painting. she painted mostly at the nose n mouth area. n i painted the rest. then when joyce finished, i still haven, so she helped me paint one part white again to redo... hah. thnks!

SCIENCE TEST TOMOROW. can someone teach me how to draw? pls?

BYEBYEBYE. in jesus' name i pray u cast the curse out of r.l!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:30 PM|

Monday, September 17

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hello. lets talk aboiut SUNDAY
sunday was fun! hahaha. k. instead of having youth the cg one n two went to PS to eat lunch n have fun. i wish u all the best. your efforts will not go to waste silas! jiayou. tat michelle also so bad.. haha k. nvm.then at PS we went archad. shh. dun tell anyone. hahaha. so lame. k. played a lot on the shotting game for tat basket ball thIngy hahah/ my shooting damn bad la. i scored 110 points onli la. for one min. shit la. haha. nvm. must improve! haha then bought two more guitar picks n went home. slept n then studied A LITTLE! haha. realli little.

anyway TODAY
joyce said tat she bought a new guitar! argh. plug in one leh! i jealous! haha. good for u joyce. we were writing a card for ms pang for her recovery! whoo. hah. english was a bore just tat we were sending emails to each other. haha. so fun! ha. everest was rather loud in there. but didnt tell her. she is kind. but kinda ego!! haha. read tat everest? hahaha i think i more ego! haha. after school jullian came n pick me up. (: went 4 tuition n played with GABBY! ha. then went home. did all my hw. aint i guai? hahahaha

k. nothing else rite?? rawr... my tsunami came.. argh.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:45 PM|

Friday, September 14

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heeelllooo. k. todae is ok la. had math. MISS PANG!! get well soon. hope ur surgery will b ok... jiayou!

anyway, NO guides todae. so happy. guides cookies wil come soon. heh. tooting ppl are so tppting irritating.

k. Yesterdae everest n shini were ____________. if everest didnt tag my blog on tat. i would have forgotten. got scolded by the sercurity guard cos i told him not to lock the class cos everest n rest were still on the way up... kuku. then the toilet auntie was scolding us cos the toilet was in the mess n just at tat time we were washing hands after doing our art. walao. then she say we vandalise the wall, kuku head. KUKUKUKU. hah. k. must forgive.

TOMOROW might go play tennis again. tennis made me grow heavier! shit... mayb its MUSCLES! hah. lyk real.. FEEL so bad. didnt tell jesslynn to go without me... shummy mushroom wat talking to me.. ANYWY, feel lyk swimming now... n playing tennis n going to gym. whoo. must workout more... whooo.

BRO PISSING ME UP. walao... he is lyk getting rebellious n my dad slapped him for once leh! my dad nvr do this type of things one.. must pray pray pray.

see ya ppl. any preayer request? (: im kind. unlyk everest.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:29 PM|

Wednesday, September 12

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hello everyone. tooting science. walao. so much to do... wish she just toot off. (: stayed back with sally, shini n everest for tat kuku art. hah. shini n everest were indirectly KISSING. hah. qoutes SHINI. bleh... then yingshan came. YINGSHAN MAKES ME HAPPY. hah. lyk happy pills. then everyone pangsei me to see tat rosy lo. n i was left with yingshan.. tsktsk. so EVIL. everest is EVIL. she said i was daydreaming n was thinking of ppl. walao.. IN THE END. I AM TH RIGHT ONE.
kuku lit test. hope i pass. lit is lyk my onli A2. shit seh. i realli have to get A lyk for almost all the subjects then i happy. but its not gonna happen... I REALLI WANNA GET A1 FOR GEOG N HISTORY. but aim lower first la. later upset when i dun get te marks. Now my life is lyk revolving around EXAMS. cant afford to fail. should i take lit next yr? rawr.

Anyway, post exams activities! FLOORBALL then soccer then grafitti then stomp. those are my options. wish they had more sports.. more fun. lyk more ball games. k k. so many dances la. i dun lyk. hahahahaha.

so lame.
rawr
rwar
rawr
i hate r.lo.
kuku.
mum scolded me again.
bleh.
wat is this,
she finds all sorts of things to scold me
wat nonsense.
but she is still my mum..

RAwr

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:45 PM|

Tuesday, September 11

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hello ppl. k. i just realized tat my studies sucks and that i CANNOT FAIL anything for this term. Mrs Shum says that THE IH TEST WAS BADLY DOne. many failed.. i think i will fail... ANYWAY
this is my point
Science must get a b4 at least.
Math must get a b3
Ih must get an A2
Chinese- I DUN CARE.
English-C5
Lit-b4
HE- dun realli care but at least a c5?

kk.
this is my plan.
Get those grades. Go to pure chem n physics. A math? but i realli wanna do POA. :) tat is my wish. u all must help me k?

ANYWAWY
tomrow lit test. everest says it is on chap 6 to 1o. i wish lor! is lyk the WHOLE BOOK... booo! sure fail.. i hope they give us a text or something. ya....

PRAYER REQUEST FROM NAOMI!
pray that she will go the same school as her brother
PRAYER REQUEST FROM ZHIQI
pray that she will recover from flu, fever and cough.

whoo.... pray pray pray. study study study.
i feel so badly leaving SHINI, SALLY, ANNA and EVEREST... went home early cos i didnt wanna my mum to scold me again. our relationship isnt as good now...

RAWR. thnks yingshan for helping!=.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:52 PM|

Friday, September 7

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hello ppl. this week sucks. i haven started on my holiday hw. n i have tons to do. today guides brought some old ppl to the botanical gardens to play n have fun. i realli pity them. One of the grandpa shared with me y he was at the home. he said this son said he was a useless person n everything he do was so stupid n tat he is a sore eye. the old man said tat nowadays the youths dont lyk old ppl. i didnt realli noe wat to say but i said BUT I LOVE OLD PPL. they are kind. yhahahahaha. he was lyk sad. but i cheered him up IN CHINESE. cool eh? hahah. MY CHINESE BETTER THAN NATALIE! whoo. hahahahaha. cool. anyway, learnt a lot todae but i was v. tired. came home n SLEPT. hahahaha. anway. I HATE THE HOIDAYS. i have lyk MUCH MORE HOMEWORK than the school work la. kuku rite?~ i hate holiday thIs week. is lyk EVERYDAY GO BACK TO SCHOOl. walao. at least give us ONE DAY rest can?! worst than maids la. at least they get to go out some sundays durin work n all sort. we students in smss are SLAVES. hah.

everset shini anna joyce n sylvia came to my house on tues n we did art. mum said they made a lot of noise. hahahahahahahahaha. everest was so NOISY! argh. haha. k. shall not say anymore n do my work NOW!! seeya ppl! n tag tag tag!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|5:10 PM|

Saturday, September 1

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hello my grades SUXKS i failed science. i feel bad..

ARTS-73.6(A2)
LIT-71.6(A2)
IH(geog n history)-66(b3)
Math-65.7(b3)
He-64(b4)
EL-62.7(b4)
chinese-58(c5)
science-46.9(D7)!!!

RAWR. haven shown my parents. but told them i did badly. i think im lyk the lowest in class la. sigh....

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|11:18 AM|