This is my life,

Wednesday, May 30

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hello. oral was ok. it was yesterdae. mrs shum said i should take out my braces cos it interferes. so lame. k. anyway thnaks mrs shum for tat thing :) hah. k. todae mum brought me to watch spiderman 3. could here lots of ppl crying when tat guy died. my mum was laughing at them cry. lyk so kuku. its onli movie wat! haha. so lame.k then mum bought sweets from candy empire for me :) thanks mum. she even asked me y i dun wanna buy other things. she earned money cos she clinched one contract so now she wanna spend. hsha. so lame. k then went to eat toast. then went home. we couldnt find the car so we ran every where lookig for it:) haha. then found it. i slept in the car then went home n watched tv. hah. so lame. then joyce n jess came home n now lyk tat lor. this morning i so happy i did two hw!! haha :) whoo. i hope _________________ wun _____ during camp. so tat wun b _______________. ya. pray muz pray :) tats all. sara!! where are u? u run go where? every one worried leh. ccome back!

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Sunday, May 27

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heeloo. sorry i didnt post for so long. but this will b a short post. ya. this week is ok. had lots of fun with body jam. everest feel sick n i missedd her now when she come back she a little ego haha. watevea. report book sobs. didnt do at all well. i failed eng n have no As i realli let myself down n my parents but at least im one of the 6 ppl who passed Lit. :) ms pang was lyk jolene! u pass lit then how u fail eng?! i was lyk heeh heh. k. im very stress. now! can anyone help me! pls help! k. had been very disappointing also. lots of things i did not do up to standrad. i feel bad. n stupid n dumb. cried lots talked to my sis bout it.she kinda helped but aso couldnt care bout my problems. i realli dont noe how.. k. im lyk going to cry now. even pastor bess's test says im super depresing but haix. i noe i onli can pray but i have to face the problem ON MY OWN but i dun dare. i wish someone was here to help me. so HELp

does anyone have Gillian no?! how do i do the stuff without her consent how idiot can i be. arghh. its juz tomorow n i have done a shit thing yet. hwohowhow. argh. hate myself sorry Lord. i let u down. sorry everyone. i noe u all hate me. dun nid to say aso noe. rite?! anyway happy advance bday annabell. sorry everest joyce mel n whoever for being so idiotic this year. get well soon sara-ann. lonely. is me

Labels: lonely am I

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Sunday, May 20

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hello ppl. today is SUNDAY. yaya. the best part. well. it is kinda a wierd sunday i must say. k. met sara n ivyna n zhiqi for service. then after tat went mama shop then went for youth. so.. hmm. then youth i was lyk telliing pastor edwin: can we not go for yaya even though we can go?
he way lyk NOOO. y? must come la.

well. i dun realli noe y im not enthu bout it. well. then i figured. cos YAYA is youth n young adunlts. so there will b alot of ppl older than me n will b very wierd. k. so lets go back to YOUTH. today was sports day. so we played captains ball. well it was kinda stupid i didnt feel enthu so i didnt run arounf to catch balls. but i shot some goals. it is lyk NOT FUN LOR. lyk cos everyone is lyk older than u n my friends are all splitted into different groups but i got along quite well. so i tried to have fun with the rest. but they were so obsesses in winning then they all stare at me when i started cracking some fun stuff. onli one of my friend (was in the other team against me) SARA-ANN she laughed onli the rest was lyk WALAO leh. so i dun realli wanna go for the camo cos lyk they are all so eager to win. onli some got sportsmanship. HECK LA. so i talked to my sis about it. the conersation was lyk tat

ME:i dun realli wanna go for camp.
jessica: WHY?!
ME: (i told her bout wat happened last time) n then got young adults so scary..
JESSICA: u crazy ah? it will be mnore fun lyk tat can?!with YA around u ppl can do more stuff cos they trust YA.
ME: er.. o..kk..
JESSICA: i tell u just go. i tell u ah sure u dun believe me. u go n wun regret just go!
ME: heh. er. see first.
JESSICA: SEE!! u dun believe me.
ME: noo...
JESSICA ANGRY NOW. SORRY SIS. dun mean it. juz nvr go such a cmao before can? .. get well soon.

k, gtg
BYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:16 PM|

Saturday, May 19

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hello ppl. let me tell u about yesterday (firday)

went to school had body jam. i was lyk so hyper n over enthu. sien was laughing at me. i kept saying INHALE!! EXHALE!! hha. watevea.k then recess then smss idol BORING. then student;s platform BORING. then assembly BOring. k hten guides. this week is sandwhich making week so we made sandwhcih n our group won!! but we didnt eat it haha. so lame then had footdrills. we were lyk OH MAN1! then we had to march row by row. then suddenly they say to m row COME OUT NOW! i was lyk oh no!! wat did we do?! then heng heng. we did the marching very well n they wanted the rest to see. so malu can?!! then was lyk SHIT SEH. hahs so lame. ok. then after half hour. then we sat in iur patrols listening to stuff then during the announcement they asked WHO THREW THEIR TOMATOES INTO THE TOILET SINK. then i noe it isnt my group cos we didnt use the toilet one. then NO ONE OWned up. so everone had to do punishment. 4 min do half squat. so pain. but then i was lyk kinda use to it. lst yr they always ask us to do. so ya... then went home bathed n then had tuition. ATE MEATBALLS FOR DINNER! yay. form ikea one. haha. so lame. then i massaged grace then she went home then i slept at 11. woke up early this morn n ate bread. then watched tv played guitar. then went tp church to help do some stuff then came home to find out tat my mum had sprained her leg hah. so praying for her. but she say not pain. so.. nvm REMEBER PPL TOMROE GOT GAMES!! WEAR PROPERLY
!!! reuel is living in deny-al . i duno how to spell. so BYEBYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|1:31 PM|

Wednesday, May 16

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hhhhheeeeeeelllllloooooooooo. :) yayy.. tpday was arrr ok la. got day CAMp. was a little "mood swing." first, we had a little game er. kinda stupid. forgot wat was it liao. ha ha. so lame. ok. anyway, then had this soooo BORING talk. k. but i LISTEN. :) :) hah everyone was sleeping. hahah. ki. then had a game but so stupid cos lyk we were sitting at the corner so they couldnt see tat we won. so we lose. watevea... haha. so everyone was SAD. but then we had TEAM sPIRIT. then continued talk. so then had another game. we lost AGAIN. cos they didnt see us again. but annabell cheered us up. haha. then had LUNCH sat with the whole class. haha. kuku. :) but i ate the slowest SO BAD LOR. haha. then after tat had some games which made our team very angry. haha. so lame. shall tye later BYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:08 PM|

Sunday, May 13

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HELLo. k. SUNDAY SO ROCK. oh n HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! love ya mum. ur the BEST cook. or mayb the onli cook i noe. haha. so lame. anyway today i woke up n then went to church. at roti boy for breakfast but it was called ROTI MUM. k. so lame. then in church sara was there already. so talked to her then went up for service. UNCLE henry was the person leading us singing. wat the person called? wateva. k. i realli loved the way he connected the songs together just tat he accidentally played a note wronly but no one realli realized. cos it was on the guitar n not many ppl play guitar. so lame. anyway then we went down after service n found IVYNA JANICE ZHIQI n ESTHER. then went mama shop. i bought a drink n MARSBARS! so lame. k. then after tat we crapped a lot n said HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the mothers we saw n IVYNA said HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to someone tat is not a mother. wakakakkaka. haha. so lame. ok. then went for youth then we had to write this coupon tat says GOOD FOR ONE ___________ n we were suppose to write anything tat our mothers can claim lyk for one massage. i wrote one scolding and one massage. so stupid. haha. anyway then pstor edwin asked some of us to help give out fowers to the mothers in the servise. so paiseh la. lyk every mum was asked to stand up then muz walk to them holding one whole bunch of flowers n give them one flower each then NOT ENOUGH then i RAN all the way down to get.h aha. then we gavegavegave.

k. then i wanna thank SARA. oh my. she is lyk so GOOOODDD. i just asked if the uhu glue can use she went to get for me lor. she lyk so nice. k. thanks lots lots lots sara!! whooooo

then ivyna was fun. oh erm no offence but i think zhiyong sometimes a little annoying. his lyk onli p2 n he is lyk shouting n screaming the vulgarities out. no offence man.

K. then talked to jasmine n i dun realli lyk e______. k joshua was fun. so lame. k then went toilet with zhiqi cos she wanted to change then went home. oh.

JANICE DUN STRESS! im sorry but all i can help is pray for u. i dun realli noe how to help
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sorry i dun noe realli. serious. just go away. dun look for me. i dun sovle all the question you ask. im not ur answering machine

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:07 PM|

Saturday, May 12

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HELLo everyone. k. i have been updating so i shall be kind n do so.
well. this week was a very busy week. firstly n most importantly. ITS THE EXAMS. i was lyk wanna die liao. k. most of the subjects were ok. but some were BLEAH. anyway. melanie's words strucked me. WE DO ALL THINGS FOR THE GLORY OF GOD. i tot of that sentence tat day n realized tat i did sooo many things not bcos of God but bcos of things on earth. thsnk mel it realli got me reflected. :)

k. anyway THE EXAMS ARE OVER! on friday went to vivo n harbour front with JAC EVEREST JOYCE ALICIA YINGSHAN SALLY OH CLARA n CYNTHIA. watevea her name is. haha. did i miss out anyone? they were fun ok?1 but everyone PAISENG US n there left sally clara n jolene.

8 GREEN BOTTLES IN VIVO CITY. 8 GREEN BOTTLES IN VIVOSITY BUT ONE OF THE BOTTLE FLEW AWAY SO THERE WAS 7 GREEN BOTTLES IN VIVOCITY. u noe tat song? hhaha. so lame. k. anyway funfunfun. we pranked called ppl. cool man,. then i met my sis to buy muim the sk jewellery present. :) k then went home. tada! then slept in my sis room

k saterday. i did some wood stuff. made TWO INSECTS!! yay. then watched tv n played guitar. later going out for mum day. she say she paying.h ahhaha. so lame. k anw then we will go aunt diana house n EAT ONEKG OF CHOCOLATE CAKE!! yay. so lame.

WELL. another reflection. as i was playing the guitar, i came across this song

YOU ARE the peace
tat guards my heart
My help in times of need

YOU ARE the hope
tat leads me on
and brings me to my knees

For there i find u waiting
there i find release
So with all my heart i;ll worship
n unto u i'll sing

.....

ITS LYK i am having some problems now tat i dun realli lyk. n after i played this song i reallly really wanna thank GOD for being here with me n i should look to Him :)

yay. thanks sara for trying to play with me UNO n TIC TAC TOE hahaha :) n CHEER UP JANICE I'LL BE PRAYING FOR U!! yay

anything else? i dun think so.. so BYE BYE

i miss u.. dun leave.. after a yr n plus i have to leave. NOOOO/

WAT ARE YOUR THINKING? im just miss my guitar clases. haha.

OHOHOH!! alicia sent me a sms it said

which part of the female anatomy has hair all around it, is a bit wet inside n gets water dropets when excited?

SCROLL DOWN

SORRY!! its the EYE. but i LOVE the way u think! hahahahaha

so lame. Bye

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[[ Your Name Here ]]*|2:21 PM|

Wednesday, May 9

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HELLo everyone. sorry i didnt post. mayb no one noticed. my blog is so dead! haha :) k. anyway EXAMS ARE HERE N EVEREST IS KIND! haha. so lame.

today was IH n MATH paper 1.. i think im lyk going to fail :( when i got to school everyone was studying n i could stil play football with my bro last nite. argh.k. i didnt noe lots ogf question regarding history. so.. i think imgoing to fail n had stomach cramps so couldnt concentrate :( oh man. k. tomorow i LIT n science. im scared.. both are lyk MAJOR subjects tat nid MEMORIZING n im lyk still slacking ONE day before the exams so MUZ PUSH MYSELF. i have one nite left n i dun think much would b covere. think i will do VERY badly for the exams. haix.

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|7:14 PM|

Thursday, May 3

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STOP MUGGING PPL. im alreadi so slack i wanna cry. i juz cant do it. i have tried but fail argh. :( boohoohoo. im so gonna fail the exams lor pls la. lyk ____ studied so hard for tat chinese test n in the end SEE WAT HAPPEN! aso nvr get nice good grades. wat shit la.. :( fine. lets not talk about this

TODAY
is kinda ok la. had chinese. but no studying chinese la. CHANG was lyk TAT YELLOW BAG LOOKS LYK MRS SHUM's then i smiled at her she was lyk giving me this smile aha ha ha. i noe u dun undderstand. she so funni. anyway then MATH MATH MATH kinda tired doin MATH. k.t then LIT was fun. then SCIENCE. was scary teacher so fierce. k. then HE. got back test paper. then ok lor....
GO HOME WITH JESSLYNN. haha. ate plum! yay

then went for guitar class :) so sad la. no more guitar class forever. did all the courses. hah. i smsed wrongly. tot the wrong person hahahahahaha. so lame. i smsed to mel but i was suppose to sms to jessica. haha so lame. k. then shaked hands with teacher n say byebye!! haha. BYEBYE

k. im going to do IH now
BYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:46 PM|