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Saturday, March 31

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hello. im scared. going for discipleship calss. cant realyy remember the verses!!! argh. PRAY PRAY PRAY!

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Friday, March 30

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hello ppl. :) today is kinda boring. k woke up etc etc SCIENCE TEST gosh, i forgot all about carbon cycle!!!!! haha. anyway it was OK. then recess then IH!!!!!!!!!11 mrs shum was lyk talking crap about rosy lo at the end of the class but little ppl heard. then rosy lo class BORING had CME thign ah. lame lor can?! then ASS so fun..then guides :( have to sell some stupid stuff haix.. ARGH. had DRILLS. our drills so sucky la. always SAMULA one. haha anyway was so hungry cos had no lunch so i ate during break. haha. anyway went home had tuition. then ate dinner. hahaa. then hmmmm... now on comp.. ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN! hah. sor nvr get u anything! tats aoll shall go bathe!

HAPPY BDAHY!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:29 PM|

Wednesday, March 28

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hello. today is so sucky.ARGH. dunno why. so tired n run down. mayb because i slept late last nite. watevea. haix! i dun wanna go for FILMING. im so moody. how to b happy?! bleah! i am SO bored. waited for dad to come home from his BUSINESS TRIP.! whoo. he so long then come back lor.k. KUKU. then i slept so tired. kuku

THEN WOKE UP. brush teeth. etc.etc. went to school :( had PE. trained for two.4. sure fail one. oph man. tat is SO BAD. HACK! ha. im BORED. then had tat STUPID MUSIC TAT RUINED my day. :( WHY MUST WE COMPOSE MUSIC?! so lame. n Y MUZ B KEYBOARD?!?hate it. _____ is getting on my NERVES. but nv,. MUZ REN REN REN!!k. fine. dun think about her. ARGH BORED BORED BORED. im BROKE. argh. I HATE school. sorry MARION. i caoused all ur troubles. im so sorry. i juz cant act. really. haix. TODAY HAVE PEER TUTORING. yay. didnt noe it was so fun. oh cool. tat is so cool for the first time this week.SORRY PPL IF I IGNORED U TODAY!KUKU ME.

ACTUALLY im looking forward to CHILDRENS CAMP! ALTHOUGH my guitar skill sucks. ya. but ill try my besty for GOD. i wish there was lyk 4 sundays, one guitar day n 2 days rest.. NO SCHOOl but sadly its my IMAGINATION. argh. KUYKU. muz study harder. i juz wanna go heaven n b with GOD.

MEl : i pray God will heal jolene lips.

THANK U MEL. u r soo KIND.

SORRY PPL.

THINK POSITIVE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (BEN CHAN SAY TAT)

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:27 PM|

Tuesday, March 27

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hello ppl. today is ok. went to school. had eng encounter. so BORING. n then went to sec one class for tat. sec 1 had to do wateveaa acting n wat so ever. waste of time la. haha. anyway, oneone has lyk a fish tank with ONE FISH. so.. WEIRD.~ hah. k. then had MATH TEST, gosh, it was ok la. but i noe got one wrong liao. ARGH. careless. nvm. i serrendered everything to God. so no worries. can pass can liao :)) k. then RECESS. joyce went running with mel. i ate food! whoo. im always eating haha. k. then IH! whoo. today was actually BORING. well, then had SCIENCE. BORING!!! argh. i waS lyk writing letter to MEL. haha. n TAT ______ so KS la. n IRRITATING. mel noes who it is. walao chase me until lyk tat. so sick. anyhow say ppl. then come scold me. siao lor. lyk at least tell me the reson. KUKU one la. then nvm. i hack care her. then had ENG. gosh. so BORING BORING BORING. i was lyk falling aslep tomorow ENG TEST. PRAY FOR ME K? rosy lo was so KUKu. argh. haha. nvm. t

hen after LUNCH PRODOTS. man. aso so BOIRNG!!!!!!! kuku on la. then stayed back for FILMING. my my. i wAS so BAD in acting. i counldnt remember my lines. SORRY. stress la. but i very PAISEH leh. act OUTSIDE SCHOOL some more. we were acting in mac everyone was staring at me. so freaky! argh.. sorry marion. had to delay u. argh. i feel so bad. im the one with all the mistakes cos im the oli one speaking. ARGH. haha. then went back hoem. in the bus i fell asleep N FELL DOWN WHEN THE BUS TURNED. so malu la. one guy was laughin at me. haha. havk. then got home n SLEEP. mum woke me up to have dinner. ya. now typeing some notes for IH. cool man. haha :)

seeya ppl!! otmorow:acting. NOOO

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|9:11 PM|

Sunday, March 25

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hello ppl. k. im kinda wierd now. tell u y. if u understand.

FIRSTLY, i decided to go for the yesterday church worship workshop thing. it was realli fun. HOWEVER. for guitar, i was the YOUNGEST. oh man. there were JOYCE GOH, GLENDA N BEAVEN(dunno how to spell his name) n ME. Aunt christina aso came in. i was lyk STUNN-ED at how well he could play la. so jealous. they all so PRO! n talk very PRO-LY. walao i scared lor. they use CHIM words n i noe some la. :) haha. k. fine. then BEaven could understand la. KUKU one la. is lyk he so clever in music. haha. hmm. then i realized something. tat im not a good guitarist at all. im lyk below average :( SHEESHH. although im at the highest level for guitar class. i dun feel pro :( hmm. so tat is y im feeling wierd. cos im so happy tat others can play so well for the Lord n im sad cos i cant play well for the LOrd. haix. k. then after tat i went to tiong for dinner with mum n bro. had japanese. COOL MAN. then i showed mum the notes they gave us. she was lyk WAT ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT?

haha. anyway TODAY went to church. met sara. then went up for service. shaun was playing the drums he looked lost but mayb he wasnt haha. k. then during service. SHHH. sara, ivyna n Zhiqi n I started drawing VEGETABLES on a paper. haha. Jessica, in case u dunno she is my second sis, was sitting behind me. so i didnt dare to not pay attention. ya. then erm. after service went MAMA SHOP. then IVYNA SAID I MADE HER BECOME EGO. walao. no lor.haha. nvm. then went down youth room n ate chips. today had onli 30 min of discussion. cos aunt jane sick. so YAY. could join Zhiqi IVYNA n JAnice. haha. ate tarts tat HuiJuan gave us n saw her baby SO CUTE but small lyk can break lyk tat hahaa. k. then after tat jessica brought me n my bro JERONe :( to subway to packet home to eat!! whoo.i ate MEATBALL. whoo! ha. then went hoem. selpt for awhile then went for something. ya.. then after tat i saw JASMINE haha. she was looking for ppl.

anyway, then went home.n then er. did my HW n PLAYED GUITAR WHOIO!! but i still haven finish my HW. so at 9 i shall go n do. ya.. ha. k. hate MONDAYS but ppl remember to do ur hw. i think tat is very important :)) oh. ya. IM TALKING TO IVYNA N JANICE!! WHOO

Labels: SUNDAY ROCKS

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Saturday, March 24

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hey ppl. its a sat morning. haix. my hands are pain from carrying stuff. man. so long nvr go exercise. muz go soon. weel yestersay was OK. went to school. had lessons. OH!Mrs shum couldnot find slyvia work. i think she blamin me cos im the one tat collected it. but im sure i gave it to her. nvm. she says nvm. haha. hack! erm. thenafter school had guides. walao. had to carry 50 benches up the stairs for the nites camp fire. sian lor. ha. me n my frien was lyk one two three up!! then we ran with the benches up so not so pain. hahaha. while lots of other ppl slacked. hmmpp! haha.but cheryl gave us a break. cool man.:) then.. erm. lets see. at nite i was lyk so smelly for sweating then changed into guides uniform. :( then guides nscouts from other schools came. haha. one sec 1 gal was lyk tat boy so cute. he blah blah blah. we all stare at her. n WATEVEA her. she KUKU one la... then at the end of campfire, we carried the benches down. haha. some other ppl from other schools helped too. walao the scouts damn strong la. we two person carry one bench they one person one bench. cool man. walao i aso wanna b tat strong or stronger! argh. so jealous! hahaha. k. then mum came n pick me up. ya. then went home mum made soup for me while i bathed a COLD BATH!! whoo. hah. then ate n went to read books. then slept.!! tats all for yesterday

TODAY.
well, im suppose to go to church. but not sure if im going. i told them mayb. but im kinda busy at tat time. so. see first. sorry. but even if i go. i will be so lonely!! argh :( all old ppl play guitar then me ther. KUKU one leh. haix. dunno la. howhowhow. should go? or should not?!

MAN. GIVE ME AN ANSWER!!!!!!!! I WANT IT NOW! STOP WASTING MY TIME!! ARGH

BYEBYE

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|10:49 AM|

Wednesday, March 21

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elo ppl. again im BORED. dunno y. haha. juz dunno wat to do. anyway today was alrite. hmm. got to school. then during pe teacher run away dunno go where.haha. then shini n annebell asked me to ask mr ng if the test wat today or tomorow in class twosix. haha. i was lyk OK!! then i juz go lor. so funny.

then had MUSIc. yucks. k. the recess. then sadly, LIT TEST. gosh la. watevea realationship of dunno wat thing la. stupid romeo n juliet. ARGH. haha. then after tat had science. hmm. we went tot hte lab. FINALLY! did TWO experiments. cool man. kinda boring. tat CARINA kept splashing water till i got irritated. she irritating leh. no wonder ppl hate her. k. n again! n partner was joyce. dots. ha. after tat, went back to class n had MATH.

ms pang gave me two stickers on my math work!! whoo! haha. lame. she pasted a cabbage sticker instead of broccoli n below it she wrote CABBAGE!!! haha. lol. she noes i lyk broccoli. she was laughing la. lame lor. k. heng today no english. haha. after school went to vote for guides thing la. then went for filming. vanessa so funny la. she screamed so well tat they onli had to film it lyk 3 times la. cool man. hah . after awhil i got bored n did my math.! whoo!! hahaha.

k. then went home. tired. now using comp. mum not in. dad 6 more days i think. haha. bro having tuition. hahaha. i using COMp. cool man. yay.

Im so tired tired tired. lyk no one is lyk online. y ah? hate tomorow!!!!!! nnnnnnnnnooooooooo. stupid home econs. haix. nvm. haha. BYE PPL

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Tuesday, March 20

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hello. k. im currently having mix feelings. im a element. tell ui why. im lyk so happy i finally did my math n understood everything :) dunno y. this term i have been more attentive. God is helping me of course. because of this, i am happy. i noe tat God is changing me. :) yay. thnk u LOrd. :)) but i hate Home Econs n im doing the hw now. so im wat lor. dunno how to express. ya. ha. pls cheer me up.

finally. i can help out in church. for children ministry. n YEs. with my guitar skills again. i think my guitar skills are so lousy. y still ask me to play. i suck in guitar. wHEN U tag tell me tat my guitar is lousy or good. sure got more ppl sayt lousy than ppl say good. guitar rocks. k...

Tomorow LIT TEST!! oh no. i nvr realli read the book. onli watch the movie lame. la. how.how.how!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh. nvm. juz hope can pass N PRAY!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. i currently dunno wat to write. OH YA!!

Dad is coming home in luk 7 days. cool eh? ha. but mum is not use to getting up early to send us to school. so now she is so tired n sleep. is lyk so ealry. anyway, THANKS mum!!! haha. she has heled me alot when dad is not here. although her math not tat good. she still try to help me :)).

IM BORED BORED BORED. KUKU!! mel n i were playing during mrs lo class haha. n i kept talking so loudly. hahaha. I was lyk saying KUKU AH U!! then mel will luagh n blah blah blah. then mrs lo walked in front of my table then i used the summary paper n covered myself n she juz continued teaching in front of my table. haha. so lame. WHOO!! TODAY HAVE MRS SHUM LESSOn. ppl pls dun b mistaken. i DO NOT LYK HER! I LYK IH TAT ALL. give me another teacher buit not tat mr choing. i will still lyk tat subject ok!!!

MRS PANG REBONDED HER HAIR. LAME LAME LMAE. SHE HASNT TALEN OFF THE colored nails for lyk 2 days YUCKS. can get infectoin one leh!hahaha

THNK U LORD!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:20 PM|

Saturday, March 17

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hello fellow sufferers of MOE. the school holidays r coming to an end. oh man. k. TODAY PLS DUN DO ANYTHING STUPID TO ME. im having a major headache n i am very dizzy now. so pls dun irritate me. thnk u.

NEXT i think tonite we going out for dinner and bowling pls pray tat i get well in one hour so i can go. anyway mum doesnt noe im feeling sick. she is ou again. i miss dad. still got a long way bfor he comes back. k. GOD PLS HEAL ME. i feel sick. k. mmmm. im so BORED. i feel lyk sleeping but. no way! i juz woke up. my head hurts. reminds me of tat time during PSLE. wonder wat happened to me?> haha. continue guessing!

JESSLYNN happy? i changed my TAGBOARD LIAO!! yay.. so lame. stupid me.

i wish i could juz crush satan. HATE U SATAN!!!!!!!!!GOd is helping me CRUSH u!! yay.. then everyone can go heaven! GO AWAY SATAN!! yay...

my head is a little better.pls pray for me thnks :))

AMEN!!!!

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Friday, March 16

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k. hello fellow ppl. i learnt quite a few things this holiday tat so called helped my thinking to b different. the last time i posted was on WED. lets start from there

on wed, at nite, we sent dad off to his business trip aorund thw world. so sad. ha. bought him a sweet. i so kind lor!! hahaha. we were watching DANCE FLOOR then had to send him off. he will b back lyk in two weeks tme. tat nite i slept in mum room to keep her company so did Jerone. lol

On Thurs. i was suppose to go back to school for marion thingy. so filming n was suppose to act. BUT tat stupid guides last min ha to chnge thew 9 o clock in stead of 1 so i had to not go for filming so paiseh. feel so guilty. then went for guitar class then for dinner. Sir han is lyk so tall. NOT FAIR! n it turned out to b tat sirhan's cellgroup person thingy is MS YEO!! cool man.hahaha

On Fri, today. DAD JUZ CALLED cool rite? woke up i think bout 9! so late. k. then did the Ih recyvling thingy maked sure it worked. but stil no results. then went online to ask joyce lek some stuff. then ben chan talked to me online teaching me a very improtant thing. whichis

LIFE DUN SUCK. is how u look at it. if u feed on positive things, then i forgot wat he said but is something good la. then he said if u feed on negative things, erm kife suxs i think i forgot wat he said.hhaha. ooppss. but anyway. the main point is LIFE DUN SUCK IS HOW U LOOK AT IT. so. i shall feed on love joy peace patience goodness fatihflness gentleness and self control!! yay. thanks Ben Chan

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Wednesday, March 14

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hello ppl. k. i wanna finish my work asap. everything was going so smoothly BUT HE so suckly. JOYCe quick come online! how to discuss lyk this?! stress. haha. STOP IT JESSLYNN im not nerd. really pissed. but nvm. juz nid to do guides hw n color stuff n He can liao :) aiya. wuick come then can wuick finish then everything ok liao. im having a headache so try not to do anything stupidqto me. if not i will SCREAM! argh. tomorow is so packed. from media in the morning to guides in the afternoon to guitar lesson to dinner with some ppl. whole day out. sure big headache. getting sick again. dun lyk being sick. sucks.

I AM not a nerd. pls lor walao. getting onto my nerves. im already so strressed up with some stuff stop messing with me. u ass. ... i will b fine soon juz wait n see

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Monday, March 12

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helo ppl.. im lyk so BORED n dead... sian.. im so happy. did a good deed today. i helped YIWEI find a song. im so GOOD. haha. anyway today is so TIRING! lets start form the very beginning

IN THE BEGINNING i created the bread and noise. hahaa.. fine. its IN THE BEGGINNING I CREATED THE HEAVEN AND THE EARTH BUT God said tat..

woke up at 8 so early!! haha. ying shan woke up at 113o i think then went to school at 12 to eat lunch with yingshan n joyce lek. they were late. i was on time. hmmpp make me wait. heng vanessa was there if not i wil b so lonely. hahaa. thnks vannessa!! haha. we saw yan Ru n ppl there. i was so paiseh. i spilled a drink n wasnt mine. heng the person not there. then i dropped a milo bottle. heng no water inside. hahaha. im lyk a jinx. ha. then went to school
FOR syf dance. sian. so tired. hahaha.

had this wierd dance move. shall not eloborate. haha. then let ppl tried the brownies i made they said it was nice but i think they juz said it cos it wun b nice to say it is not nice. ya.. i think not enough cocolate lor. haha.

then mum came to picked me and bro. went home bathed watch tv eat dinner now resting. so tired. hahahaha

SAW ROSY LO TODAY!! MY GOSH ME AND JOYCELEK WERE LYK RUNNING AWAY FROM HER

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|8:35 PM|

Saturday, March 10

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hello earthlings. well today was FINE.

Woke up lyk 7 la. cos my sis woke me up to tell me tat i had to go to church n play guitar for youth tomorow. wateva lor wake me up juz bcos of tat. then had to go to church n practise.

then. i went to the dentist! hahaha. i was ealier than the dentist la. he haven come i already there! yay. beat tat!

then went for guitar lesson! today was the last day of the course bfor the next one! im so happy tat this teacher not taking me! not tat he is not good but i juz prefER DANNY! yay.. he is the best man! he can sing so well. hahaha.

then. went home to eat but half way home dad called n say tat he n mum going out for lunch wanted me to come. so i waited for them to pick me up lor. so eat lunch.

then went home baked brownie with sis then went for practise. n guess wat? I WAS LATE. damn paiseh lor. sorry ppl. had to wait for me. n since i was the youngest n my guitar skills were not tat good. they were lyk Jolene can anot? isit easier this way? if is then we change la. i feel so bad la. wasting all the time on me. sorry keith n ppl. o so sos osososososo srry!

k. then went home n NO ONE AT HOME! y? they all went to watch movie without me so here i am!! hahaha. so sad. im all alone. jerone went to joshua house to stay. yay! no brother for once. k.. MUZ PRACTISE FOR TOMOROW! if not damn paiseh.

haix. failed HOME ECONS! my mum was very disapointed. i feel so guilty. sorr mum n dad

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Thursday, March 8

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helo ppl!! gagebrown got second. nvm if we got second at least not last!! GO GAGEBROWN!!!!!!!1 HHOOOOOOTT! anyway, went there, saw joyce lek. talked to her. then gave her n jesslynn milo. :) im so kind. then had "assembly".. boring.

ANYWAY me n madeleine were cheering lyk MAD ha ha. gagebrown some ppl not enthu.. watevea. cooke got first. ms pang was flirting with mr CHUA! yucks n mr ang was so sad. hahhahaha.. the leaders from gagebrown were crying. mr low was scolding them i think. dunno wat happen i really wanna noe! im so kaipo! hahaha. then after tat prize presentation. we cheered n cheered screamed n screams. haha YES!! ying shan nvr win! she gavge way to gagebrown hahahaha. no la. she run not tat fast la. anyway, today was OK. la. then WENT HOME. got off the bus. walked home. hahaha. slept!! for 2 hours! cool rite? then woek up n do work. i so guai. i dun wanna go to school tomorow. have guides!! nnnnnnnnnooooooooo haha..

sorry ppl! i cant use my fone this week!

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Wednesday, March 7

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helo ppl. toda kinda ok la. ha. had mrz shum class. she was lyk jolene is a good rap n i wanna pucked. lyk idid something good lyk tat. went to school in the morning. BORING. routine la. then assembly. GOOD morning school blah blah blah. ms pang was lyk SSSSSSHHHHHHHH at me n joyce cos we were laughin at someone who talked VERY loud to ms pang. hahaha. lame. had rosy lo class. BORING. she thinks i am very lowly educated. then she was so surprise tat i passed my english overall. then she was lyk "JOLENE. work a little more and u can easily get higher grades lyk A1." lame la she. so wat if i dun to ur expectation. im damn pissed with her. she deleted my CME thingy n now i have to stay back n present. walao. hack care. i found a very nice verse in daliy bread. cant remember what it was.something about temptation. ya...
i dun wanna b nerdlene
this holiday i will b very busy. sxobs. dun lyk. anyway. i got one more mark for ih. now A1!! yay.. hoot! sadly i didnt do well in home econs. failed by 3 marks. ARGH. ms pang was lykl. nvm la. u gals can work harder n do better the next time. lame la she. marion cried. i really dunno how to comfort her. sorry marion.
i dun wanna b nerdlene
today also had the dunno wat dance test thingy. so funny la. i almost forgot my steps. then when i look n shini n annabell dance i feel lyk laughing. hahaha. joyce was lyk so enthu la. im juz plain bored rite now.

EVERYONE START SAVING.!! MRS SHUM BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:54 PM|

Tuesday, March 6

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HEllo fellow sufferers of MOE. dots
FIRST THINGS FIRTS!
AM I NERD? pls no.. seriously. yan ru says yes.. but dunno seriously a not. sad.

Sunday was FUN!! k. we did this handwritten bible. it means we all hand write the WHOLE bible. cool man. but very pain my hand. hahaha. HAD FUN WITH SARA IVYNA ZHIQI JANICE yay.. haha at nite went for dinner at aunt jessie house so heng zhiqi there

SATURDAY
had GUITAR!! yay.. didnt practice the previous song so i did not noe how to play very well.. dun think he wil give me good grades. YAY.. fingerstyle 2 is danny!! yay! FANNY ROCKS!! SO DOES BROCCOLI. k then went to church for pastor bess class. i was the onli one there . i was so scared la.ha haha ha anyway. had reunion dinner also at nite

today really sucked. dun wanna say anything. damn tired. damn malu. mrs shum rocks still EVERYONE START SAVING!! HER BDAY NEXT MONTH

hahaha.. i no nerd.. :(

i dun wanna b a nerdlene

[[ Your Name Here ]]*|6:19 PM|

Thursday, March 1

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hi hi hi! k.. im currently BORED BORED BORED. today was GOOOOODDD!! cos MRS LO CLASS TODAE NO HAVE!! hoot. mrs shum was so funny today. kept using me n vanessa as examples. EX-CUSE ME LOR!! i dun wanna sex with VANESSA!! not a GAL man. haha mrs shum is sooooo funny! could tell she n mrs lo r having COLD WAR!! so fun!

she said something lyk " Her makeup so thick even bullet cannot go through!" haha but she also said tat rosy lo had a little good sense of dressing so... ya..

OH NO!! tomorow is LEARNING JOURNEY n MRS LO might b goin to the same place as i am!! gosh.no pls no! haha...
learning journey should b fun if we think it is fun!! hoot! n then after which we will have to do a performance task! so fun!!!!! yay! hahahaha im so lame

k.. ms oang came back todae! she was extra good mood. had a little mood swing! haha. her hands were going everywhere. not as in EVERYWHERE but a lot of actions. ya.. then she got irritated by the NOISE n gave us HOIMEWORK.. aiya.. sobs haha..

at the end of the day, i ernt home with NERDLYNN! yay.. took 153 n my card had something wrong so very weird lor. they say my card got problem n i didnt have much coins so the second bus i took i had to use one dollar so sad rite!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha :))
went home N SLEPT!!! TE WEATHER IS SOOO NICE TO SLEEP!!! hhaha.. i woke up at lyk 6! so late lor! ha ha ha

cant wait for tomorow!

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